Will it drive me insane if I keep trying to comprehend the size of the universe?

I can actually feel the rivets of my mind popping slightly out of place every time I try to grasp it. But, it's like, I can't help myself! It's like my mind has psychotically latched itself onto a puzzle against my will and won't let go. Wish I would've stared into the abyss. Can't say I wasn't warned I might fall in...0[o